I miss my Nanny and it fucking hurts. I can't even put it into words.
I also cleared my loft out yesterday and found loads of old things including my ex's old childhood 'Shoot' and 'Match' magazines. I'll admit it and say I beat him up a few times. I treated him like absolute shit and all he ever did was love me. Now who's the winner eh?! I'm 35 years old, still living in the house that we bought together 14 years ago and am a tortured soul. He's got a lovely big house with his wife and 2 doggies and is probably the happiest he's ever been.
Yeah, I deserve to be where I am now.
I wish I could tell him how sorry I am and how I never stopped loving him. How could I have done that to him?
I also cleared my loft out yesterday and found loads of old things including my ex's old childhood 'Shoot' and 'Match' magazines. I'll admit it and say I beat him up a few times. I treated him like absolute shit and all he ever did was love me. Now who's the winner eh?! I'm 35 years old, still living in the house that we bought together 14 years ago and am a tortured soul. He's got a lovely big house with his wife and 2 doggies and is probably the happiest he's ever been.
Yeah, I deserve to be where I am now.
I wish I could tell him how sorry I am and how I never stopped loving him. How could I have done that to him?
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My warmest to you from far away. x
glad I could make you smile as well x