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So today is the day I leave for Reading, gah! I'm only halfway through the first report, the other one is going to have to wait until I get back. Still, the 2nd one will be a lot easier and I'm not stressing too much about that

I still have a shit load to do today and I'm stressing about that instead! Why can I never just get my shit together and get things done when they need to be done?! Why is everything last minute with me these days?! I hate it!

And on that note, I'm sure once I get in the field with my 4 man tent all to myself, I'll be finally able to breathe and relax, I can't wait! Eep!

Technology is a wonderful thing but man it's gonna feel good to NOT have the internet for a week! (Except for on my mobile but that'll be very limited)

I just need to get it together today and then I can get the fook out of Gosport, squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

My only upset is going to be missing my Tessie but as I've fucked my little sister off, she'll be looked after my lodger (who is 100% reliable where that is concerned) and my mum will pop in and do her insulin jabs every morning) This makes me feel easy about the whole thing and plus Reading is only an hour or so up the road so I can get home at any point should there be an emergency I feel in control of that situation, completely

Right then peeps, I've got 2 pages of a to-do list to complete and every item needs to be ticked before I can go anywhere so I'll love yer and leave yer.............

See you on the other side, where I'll have sat and possibly (probably!) cried my eyes out to Radiohead, man I can't effing wait!!

Love you all, Emma xx