OK, so maybe I'm not a prick but I sure felt like one last night. I lost my temper with her and said some things that maybe I shouldn't have 
But then when someone is standing there and blatently telling you lie after lie and stealing your things, there's only so much of that I can take!
Too many agencies have been involved with this girl and she has learnt to manipulate every single one of them, playing one off against the other
I've told the ARC that I don't want her to move out (her next stop will be a hostel and as she's so vulnerable she will most likely be abused by someone else and the cycle goes on) BUT at 17 she now has to buck her ideas up and realise that she can't behave the way she has been and she will have to tow the line with certain things. I personally don't think she has the mental capacity to cope with it but I hope for her sake that she does. She really doesn't live in the real world at all and I'm just not sure that being here is going to be right for her but then again, what is? The alternatives available to her right now are a hell of a lot worse than being here if only she'd realise that. It's extremely frustrating.
Her fucking parents want shooting, I tell you
I haven't been sick since last night but my tummy feels really dodgy still so it's cups of hot water for me today
Plus the sharks are closing in and I need chocolate!! I had a new tin of Roses delivered yesterday and they're singing to me - I don't want to throw them back up though so I'm trying to be strong!
Tessie is fine; we're off to hydrotherapy this afternoon which I look forward to
My mum text me this morning after seeing I'd been ill on my facebook status thingy. Maybe she does care afterall. I was waiting to find out what she wanted but she genuinely did just wanna check that I was ok. Maybe the harsh words with her the other week have made a difference? She's definitely being nice to me and approaching me which is really nice
I keep thinking about food, I'm obsessed!! Fucking sicky bugs are shit!! It's gonna be a loooooong 24 hours me thinks Still, I might lose a couple of pounds so it's not all bad.
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
xx
But then when someone is standing there and blatently telling you lie after lie and stealing your things, there's only so much of that I can take!
Too many agencies have been involved with this girl and she has learnt to manipulate every single one of them, playing one off against the other
I've told the ARC that I don't want her to move out (her next stop will be a hostel and as she's so vulnerable she will most likely be abused by someone else and the cycle goes on) BUT at 17 she now has to buck her ideas up and realise that she can't behave the way she has been and she will have to tow the line with certain things. I personally don't think she has the mental capacity to cope with it but I hope for her sake that she does. She really doesn't live in the real world at all and I'm just not sure that being here is going to be right for her but then again, what is? The alternatives available to her right now are a hell of a lot worse than being here if only she'd realise that. It's extremely frustrating.
Her fucking parents want shooting, I tell you
I haven't been sick since last night but my tummy feels really dodgy still so it's cups of hot water for me today
Plus the sharks are closing in and I need chocolate!! I had a new tin of Roses delivered yesterday and they're singing to me - I don't want to throw them back up though so I'm trying to be strong!
Tessie is fine; we're off to hydrotherapy this afternoon which I look forward to
My mum text me this morning after seeing I'd been ill on my facebook status thingy. Maybe she does care afterall. I was waiting to find out what she wanted but she genuinely did just wanna check that I was ok. Maybe the harsh words with her the other week have made a difference? She's definitely being nice to me and approaching me which is really nice
I keep thinking about food, I'm obsessed!! Fucking sicky bugs are shit!! It's gonna be a loooooong 24 hours me thinks
Still, I might lose a couple of pounds so it's not all bad.
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
I must keep thinking of the positives!
xx
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Thank you ♥
I'm struggling with thinking of the positives as well, but we can BOTH do it!!!
x x x