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lil_em

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Wednesday Apr 23, 2008

Apr 23, 2008
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So, it's been a whole week since my last blog, wow doesn't time fly sometimes?

Thank you for all your lovely comments and emails checking to see if I'm ok. I am ok thank you but I've been pretty low these last few days. After finding out about my little brother, and that the whole family knew except me etc., it really knocked me over for a while. I did the usual and crawled back into my hole.

I know things like this are going to happen and life goes on etc. but why the fuck did it have to happen to someone so fucking close to me? Other people have gotten pregnant around me since then too but I've been fine with it but this? Well, I admit it, I took it personally, and I shouldn't have.

Sometimes though it's really difficult NOT to feel sorry for yourself and feel like there is a force out there trying to bring you down.

As the days go on I have more and more issues with my mother too. This is something I really need to address but without any drama and I'm just not sure how to do it. For now, I will leave it at that.

I got my smoothie maker and had a load of really good fruits delivered today by a very nice Tesco driver. For some reason he was convinced that my punnets of organic blackberries and raspberries were damaged (they most definitely weren't) so he insisted he take the 3 off the bill, good times biggrin

There's not really much to tell you right now. I've been working most evenings in the taxi office for a few extra pennies and I now need to sit down and work out if I can pay the mortgage this month - I think I might just scrape by again, phew!

The website is coming on nicely and now I seriously need to get some images bought and sent over to the developer else I'll be in the cack for holding everything up frown

I've decided as well to save up the Sun tokens this week so I can go away on a 15 break somewhere in the summer. I went on one of these breaks before to the Isle of Wight and it was lovely. I'd really like to go again this year but if I'm allowed, to take Tessie with me. I'm sure the last time I went they said that dogs were allowed but you had to ask the holiday camp direct so that's what I'll do. If I have to go alone with Tessie, I will do. And having to get on a ferry will feel like I'm holidaying abroad too wink

I'm gonna go now and get some more work done while the taxi's are quiet. I need a diet coke and all I have is coffee frown

EDIT: OK, so there are some perks to being a taxi office controller - drivers will do anything for the next job - including buying said controller 2 bottles of diet coke, straight out of the fridge and delivering them to the office, free of charge biggrin
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
mydogfarted:
Bribery will get you everywhere eh? wink
Apr 24, 2008
theworldisfine:
He's a clever man, that Derren. We'll all want BMX's, like he did to Simon Pegg.
Apr 24, 2008

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