lil_billy_ben

Today started out like a normal day, I went to my doctor's appointment. While I was getting my knee examined I was given a Rx for Vicodin (at this point I was getting very excited) and I started thinking how much fun it would be to sit around tomarrow all fucked up on vicodin. Now for whatever reason none of this seemed strange to me. I then went to get my blood drawn, but was tired and mentaly said, "FUCK IT" and decided to go home instead. It then hit me, that I was doing the "fuck it" thing (this is bad for us people trying to stay sober) It also hit me that I had every intention of abusing that vicoden. So for the first time in awhile I was at the crossroads: Get high or figure why I wanted to. So I went home, tore up my percriptions and got ahold of myself. I'm glad I(caught myself, I just wish I'd done it sooner, back to the drawing board.

Having got that off my chest, it's a hot day and I only have one more thing to do outside the house, after that I can lock myself inside the freezer. Is anyone else asnnoyed by these ads? I know I can turn them off but they give me somthing to complain about.

I think I'll do some pleasure reading before the semester starts and I have required reading.

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