Cool weekend, me and Billy-Dan went on a bike run to Yosemiti (FUCK,I know I spelled that wrong) Good stuff, very fun.
Ever feel like your friends have turned their back on you?
I returned home last night and tryed to hang out with Maxine for a while, however she was also hanging out with the new downstairs neigfhbor(His name is Harold and he is a black homosexual, I don't mind that but he is sooo fucking sarcastic, and frusterates the fuck out of me.) So I tryed to hang out with Maxine and ignore Harold's provications and play it cool but at one point in the evening me and Harold got in a verbal battle and Maxine just left the room. To me this felt like she was ditching me and that made me feel hurt. So I go outside to have a smoke and one of me and Maxine's friends (Megan) shows up and we say what's up to each other and she goes into Maxine's room. Sure enough in two minites at most I hear Harold talking shit in Maxine's room and I blew a fuckin' fuse. I ran into Maxine'sa room and spat in Harolds face (by doing this I was hoping he would hit me so I could tear loose on the motherfucker, cause he's the kinda guy who would call the cops if I threw the first punch) and Harold said "What's your problem?" (add lisp) and I was like "If you want to fight me make a move, otherwise stop fuckin' talking shit!!!" And then Maxine and Megan start defending him so I spun around (feeling very betrayed) and said"Fuck the two of you, you and your crew can fuck yourselves, Maxine!!!" Then I tryed to calm down so I could go to bed.
I saw Megan and Maxine this morning and said sorry to them, but I havn't seen Harold yewt today, so we'll see how that unfolds......I'm sure he'll push me over the edge tonight again.
As soon as I get my film developed I'll have pics of most of my friends to up load.
Condition: sober
Feeling: angry
Listening to: Methods of Mayhem
Ever feel like your friends have turned their back on you?
I returned home last night and tryed to hang out with Maxine for a while, however she was also hanging out with the new downstairs neigfhbor(His name is Harold and he is a black homosexual, I don't mind that but he is sooo fucking sarcastic, and frusterates the fuck out of me.) So I tryed to hang out with Maxine and ignore Harold's provications and play it cool but at one point in the evening me and Harold got in a verbal battle and Maxine just left the room. To me this felt like she was ditching me and that made me feel hurt. So I go outside to have a smoke and one of me and Maxine's friends (Megan) shows up and we say what's up to each other and she goes into Maxine's room. Sure enough in two minites at most I hear Harold talking shit in Maxine's room and I blew a fuckin' fuse. I ran into Maxine'sa room and spat in Harolds face (by doing this I was hoping he would hit me so I could tear loose on the motherfucker, cause he's the kinda guy who would call the cops if I threw the first punch) and Harold said "What's your problem?" (add lisp) and I was like "If you want to fight me make a move, otherwise stop fuckin' talking shit!!!" And then Maxine and Megan start defending him so I spun around (feeling very betrayed) and said"Fuck the two of you, you and your crew can fuck yourselves, Maxine!!!" Then I tryed to calm down so I could go to bed.
I saw Megan and Maxine this morning and said sorry to them, but I havn't seen Harold yewt today, so we'll see how that unfolds......I'm sure he'll push me over the edge tonight again.
As soon as I get my film developed I'll have pics of most of my friends to up load.
Condition: sober
Feeling: angry
Listening to: Methods of Mayhem
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