likeyoutome

Amy Winehouse
Norway
My Nan
Charlotte's gran
Charlotte's uncle

I just wish the world was a little bit kinder... Or at least space these things out a bit more.

You ever have one of those moments where you what you have been wanting for every fucking moment since you life was torn apart, started to be come a reality?



And then you wake up.....




Yeah, fucking thanks for that. Just want I wanted, to be reminded that I still in the same position.

Tis my birthday today!

Crap nights sleep, just kept waking up and had a not so nice dream before I woke finally. Am currently in Scotland for one of my best friends parents wedding over this past weekend. Hopefully going to this local island today to take pics and chill out. Hopefully I'll be posting so mpics of the wedding and our ventures about the...
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How scary is this, I was thinking the other day about all the social networking pages I have

Facebook,
Pinterest
Tumblr
Xpeeps
Twitter
LastFM
YouTube
Model Mayhem
Formspring
Wordpress
LiveJournal
Posterous
We Heart It
Piccsy


Does the world not know enough about it as it is? hahaha

Well, its been a while since I done a photo update and such so thought I'd do that.

About a month ago, Charlotte, mum mum and I went down to get tattooed by a friend of mine EJ Miles who has started an apprenticeship at The Pearl in Sheerness On Sea (which is WELL fucking far but well worth the journey) and to say we...
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Up and down, up and bloody fucking down.

After stressing big time about going "live" at my new job and talking to customer's when our systems FINALLY started working, I was feeling really low (again, yes I know) but knowing that I will have Charlotte home with me tonight makes me happier. With ZERO training on one of the two systems we use every moment...
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I just want to be with my Nan! I don't want to go to my first day of work to pretend to know or care what I'm doing when we haven't had enough training when my Nan is dying in her care home over 5/6 hours away.

I can't wait to have Charlotte back with me, as much as she has going on, I really...
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My sister had a call from my Nan's care home saying that the doctors believe there isn't much time left for her at all. My parents are making the 5 hours odd trip to go see her tomorrow.. and because I've just finished my training for my new job and starting on the floor for real on Monday, I can't fucking go with.

After how...
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Finding it hard to cope at the moment.

I miss my 2 friends so so so fucking badly, I can never get them out of my head, the only distraction is work and even then at moments of boredom or breaks and such, they are the first thing that comes to mind and I am always reminded of my mistakes and how I have hurt...
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I'm so so grateful to several people right now. Without them, I would be for sure hurting a lot worse than I am feeling right now. Company and face to face interaction is what I need and I think I realise that more than ever now.

If it wasn't for at least one person letting me know how they feel and telling me what I...
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