So this blog isn't gonna be very subtle.
I am in fucking desperate need of sex / making love to my wife. Having alone time is just not even cutting it in the slightest and is frankly boring as fuck. Yeah I get a happy ending (eventually) but all I want, need and can think about is being that close and intimate with Charlotte. The constant turn downs hurt so fucking much but it's got to the point now where when I kiss her and I get nothing back, I just give up. It's not worth the fucking time because I just get shot down constantly.
Charlotte just doesn't feel sexual at all any more and it fucking hurts. She says her medication fucks things up, along with her working as much on her business and such. Her medication is such a killer but she refuses to fucking change it and her doctor agrees too! I mean, seriously? Last time we had sex was Christmas day and the only reason that was, was because she was really fucking drunks, before that, it was like July odd
I fucking hate this because as a guy, I feel like I show love by making love and doing sexual things for her but she doesn't even want that :-( I mean, turning down oral and (what she calls) "my magic hands"?? I don't get it! I just wish I understood more, but it's just got to the point now that any rejection just fucking hurts, no matter how much she explains her reason. It's not that I think she desn't love me or whatever but constant turn downs dose nothing for your fucking ego, and she expects me to what to take care of myself and care about looking good etc when the person I love the most, doesn't find me even attractive enough to make love to.
I am in fucking desperate need of sex / making love to my wife. Having alone time is just not even cutting it in the slightest and is frankly boring as fuck. Yeah I get a happy ending (eventually) but all I want, need and can think about is being that close and intimate with Charlotte. The constant turn downs hurt so fucking much but it's got to the point now where when I kiss her and I get nothing back, I just give up. It's not worth the fucking time because I just get shot down constantly.
Charlotte just doesn't feel sexual at all any more and it fucking hurts. She says her medication fucks things up, along with her working as much on her business and such. Her medication is such a killer but she refuses to fucking change it and her doctor agrees too! I mean, seriously? Last time we had sex was Christmas day and the only reason that was, was because she was really fucking drunks, before that, it was like July odd
I fucking hate this because as a guy, I feel like I show love by making love and doing sexual things for her but she doesn't even want that :-( I mean, turning down oral and (what she calls) "my magic hands"?? I don't get it! I just wish I understood more, but it's just got to the point now that any rejection just fucking hurts, no matter how much she explains her reason. It's not that I think she desn't love me or whatever but constant turn downs dose nothing for your fucking ego, and she expects me to what to take care of myself and care about looking good etc when the person I love the most, doesn't find me even attractive enough to make love to.
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likeyoutome:
I feel like she doesn't even try. Like if she tried a bit, then may be she would get into it, but she doesn't even git it that chance
prettynpunk:
Thanks hun!