Feel like utter and total shit!
I don't know why I'm so up and down at the moment, it really fucking sucks and I'm taking it out on others which isn't fair in the slightest :-(
Doesn't help having to live in my parents in law's house either. We have been here like two years and there is no sign of us moving out anytime soon, unless I win the lottery or something.
ERGH!
I don't know why I'm so up and down at the moment, it really fucking sucks and I'm taking it out on others which isn't fair in the slightest :-(
Doesn't help having to live in my parents in law's house either. We have been here like two years and there is no sign of us moving out anytime soon, unless I win the lottery or something.
ERGH!
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From just feeling shit all the time, since new year, I'm more able to snap out of my mood swings, but when I drop hard, it's so much harder then I've dropped before, so much so, I feel like my heart actually aches instead of just feeling down. Even when I'm up, if something sad happens in a film or tv show, nothing will stop me from crying. I've never been one that is afraid to cry, but literally ANYTHING that pulls on the heart strings will set me off now and that isn't right. I was on medication for a few years but I haven't taken them in a few either because I can never remember to take them plus it screws up my sex life with my wife (and being that we don't have sex all that much anyways, I'm not willing to let anything get in the fucking way when it does)
It would make me feel so much better if at least I could get a job to provide a little bit more for my wife so we can at least afford to go food shopping regularly, instead of fucking waiting to be lent money or fighting to get my job seekers allowance.