Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

likestosingalong

Member Since 2009

Followers 8 Following 10

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Dec 07, 2011

Dec 7, 2011
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I kind of feel like I need to go to the doctor. My anxiety is getting terrible. I don't really want to be medicated, but it's getting to the point that I can't sleep at night. I'm lucky if I get six hours. As of now, I've been up for thirty-four hours, and I couldn't sleep yesterday because I was worried about not being able to get to sleep.

Work is okay, I'm doing well on my new site, but I'm afraid of fucking up. This is the longest I've ever had one job, almost a year. I have a crush on a girl who works in the station, and this is the first real one in a while. But I'm afraid to do anything because I still have to see her four days a week. Plus women are confusing in general, so I don't what I would "do," exactly.

I have to find an apartment soon, and I've completely failed to save any money for that. But I resolved today to shape up. Eat better, exercise during the long hours at work when there's nothing to do, set up some kind of entertainment budget. But I know I'll just quit before I even really start because I always do.

Basically, this shit is bananas. Let's drink until we can't feel feelings anymore.
illbethe_hyena:
I too feel that. My anxiety and sleeplessness is getting the best of me. I don't care for meds but i am tired of these feelings and sleep deprivation. Hopefully things will work out for us. Hang in there.
Dec 7, 2011

More Blogs

  • 05.10.10
    0

    Monday May 10, 2010

    I beat Heavy Rain. I think I got the best ending possible. Everyone s…
  • 05.04.10
    0

    Tuesday May 04, 2010

    Good news! I've finally managed to introduce my dad to the concept of…
  • 04.27.10
    2

    Tuesday Apr 27, 2010

    Today I am twenty years old. And what do I have to show for it? Legio…
  • 04.24.10
    0

    Saturday Apr 24, 2010

    I watched The Road yesterday. As far as visions of a post-apocalyptic…
  • 03.15.10
    2

    Monday Mar 15, 2010

    I'm gonna be a chef. Tomorrow I find out how long before that can hap…
  • 01.07.10
    0

    Thursday Jan 07, 2010

    It's all an endless waltz. Only bloodier. I should be...doing some…
  • 01.01.10
    0

    Saturday Jan 02, 2010

    I just watched Natural Born Killers for the first time. I can definit…
  • 12.21.09
    0

    Monday Dec 21, 2009

    We may not know what punk is, but we can certain of what it is not. …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
25
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,123,960 followers
  • 14,912,794 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,373,207 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo