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tyler and i have been on a "break" since the day of my last journal entry, yes, and when he gets his shit together i might go back out with him, maybe, but if he makes me all depressed and insane again i am gonna leave him for good. and now i wish i had already left him for good and not told him about this stupid break idea... well now franco is back around, but i dont think thats gonna happen cause he is anti girlfriends, i mean i'm not a slut but franco is the only guy that i would sleep with without dating, come on, he's a hybred between twiggy and juoquin phoenix, and their both close to godly georgeous, therefor franco is godly georgeous. but anyways, theres also lee, but as much as he used to have a thing for me and still flirts i kinda think he's gay now, hey, it can happen. ANYWAY, my sweet sweet microwave aka skinhead mike or simply mike was put in the nut house for 8 hours yesterday for going to his ex girlfriends house and proclaiming his love for her and begging her to just come out and talk to him, but he knocked on the door to many times and rang the doorbell to many times to the cops came put a gun to his head cause they thought he was robbing the place and he says "pull the trigger i'm dont wanna live anymore anyways" so yeah things where explained and he was in a padded room for 8 hrs. so last night i went over there and hung out with him and we invited a bunch of other people to make him feel better. ALSO LATE BREAKING NEWS our friend garrett is visiting for a few months from tenn. which is great cause then franco will lay off of nevie and back over to me (nevie and garrett are and always have been in love, but he keeps moving) also i heart garrett he is like my brother. anyways, i wrote alot for right now. NOW I LEAVE. oh yeah, any advice on how to break up with a guy who is obsessed and in love with you without driving him into a deep depression? any phsycological contributions?