lightmeetsdark

I have a major crush on my boss, and I feel really weird about it, mostly b/c 1) I'm married to a fantabulous man and 2) I've never really wanted to date a woman this badly. I've always thought that she was very pretty, and she and I hit it off extremely well even before she became my boss. But-and this may be due to pregnancy hormones-I keep having these amazing sexual dreams about her. Sometimes we are just kissing, sometimes it's a lot more...whatever the situation, I get all tingly when I wake up and think about them. Anyway, I feel kind of silly about it, and I'm afraid that it's obvious that I'm attracted to her when I do see her at work. She has admitted that she wishes we didn't work together so we could hang out, but that actually frightens me. I might hit on her or something! Any advice? I feel like a retarded teenager and guilty for being married and still having this strong of an attraction. At least my husband knows that I have a crush on her, so I guess that makes it somewhat better.