lighthammer1979

This is a vent blog for the first half so don't read it if you don't want to.

So my dad called called me last weekend, it's the first time he's called me in close to two years. Just to give a short back story on my dad and why I don't really like him too much. On the day of my sons funeral he bitched me out for putting my old baby blanket in my sons casket. His words were "Why did you put your baby blanket in the casket? Seeing it in there was like seeing a part of you in there.". A real class act he is. A part of me was in the casket, but since my son was the result of my girlfriend being raped he wasn't mine so why should I care. Are relationship was all down hill after that. Back to him calling me last weekend. He was all I miss you we need to hang out and such. I tell him okay and ask him when he wants to meet up. Not really believing to much of what he has to say because he's made plans with me before and no call no showed me. He said he'd call me the next day and he doesn't. I guess I'm bummed only because I see a lot of my friends who have these great relationships with their fathers and all I learned from mine was the type of man I don't want to be. Anything like him!!!! Sorry if this is some emo shit, but I need to vent.

On a good note though I found out my local grocer is now has my fav beer in stock. Piraat!!! It's a Belgium ale and it's SSOOO GOOD! If you can find it and your a beer snob you need to pick up a bottle. Also I found out Hank III is playing in Kansas City in March so I plan to go to that. I've missed him the last two times he played Des Moines. I hope everybody had a great holiday season and is doing well.