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And I was doing so well to.

I was what....4 months sober? Not a drop. Was doing so well..and now? Pft. Right off the wagon again, like I was never on it. 4 damn months down the drain, and for what? A sick feeling in my stomach? Doctor told me I'm not suppose to drink..with my stomach, it'll mean i'll be vomiting blood tommorow. Does that stop me? Nope, not me..I chug down a few Corona's anway, la de da...never mind the fact that the inside of my stomach is slowly being eaten away.

Ah hell, what a day. What a miserable day. 5 months! 5 months since Lacee dumped me..and am I over it? Nope. Like a big stupid shmuck, i'm still totally broken up over it. IT was only a what...3-4 month relationship? Jesus. I thought guys were suppose to be the insenstive assholes. Theyre probably going to revoke my male license now.

Damn im' rambling. Well, that's what happens when your in a drunken stupor. In the meantime, I have to admit i'm a little impressed with myself..I didnt' make any inappropiate moves towards Christine. Ah, willpower. Dont want to mess that friendship up, especialy since her boyfriend could probably gut me like a fish. (not that I would try anythign anyway..I do have some morals you know)

I'm going to sleep now.