So i'm riding a tidal wave of emotions lately. All up and down.
Feel like ive been melancholy lately in regards to Tiffany. I played my last hand today, seeing if she would stay...asked her if she would move in with me (yeah, so ive only known her two weeks..yes, so i'm a fucking monkey...I have this bad habit of thinking with my heart instead of my head) But she really hates it down here, so next week, she's gone.
I'm gonna miss her. But you know what? At least I had the time with her that I had. And she's given me confidence I didnt' know I possesed. Went with Andrew tonight to some Bar/Club place (drank Milk...it was good Milk) and you should have seen me! Saw some friends, was talking to people, being comfortable in my own skin.....and I think this one girl was hitting on me.
So yeah, life is good. Life is great. And the worse day of being alive is better than the best day of being dead. I refuse to let this shit get me down. I have my health, a good family and great friends. Things could be a hell of a lot worse.
It's like I alwasy say..when life gives you lemons, kick it in the nuts.
Feel like ive been melancholy lately in regards to Tiffany. I played my last hand today, seeing if she would stay...asked her if she would move in with me (yeah, so ive only known her two weeks..yes, so i'm a fucking monkey...I have this bad habit of thinking with my heart instead of my head) But she really hates it down here, so next week, she's gone.
I'm gonna miss her. But you know what? At least I had the time with her that I had. And she's given me confidence I didnt' know I possesed. Went with Andrew tonight to some Bar/Club place (drank Milk...it was good Milk) and you should have seen me! Saw some friends, was talking to people, being comfortable in my own skin.....and I think this one girl was hitting on me.
So yeah, life is good. Life is great. And the worse day of being alive is better than the best day of being dead. I refuse to let this shit get me down. I have my health, a good family and great friends. Things could be a hell of a lot worse.
It's like I alwasy say..when life gives you lemons, kick it in the nuts.
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Hmm. Is it the sex most of all that makes you happy, or are there any things about a relationship that make you feel whole? I just ask because I know quite a few people who feel that if they're not in a relationship that they might as well be dead, and it's not about the sex with them. They seem to be missing something vital that prevents them from enjoying being idependent. I don't know, I'm rambling. Mea culpa.
I'll definitely get around to seeing Cemetery Man. Perhaps I'll get around to seeing Repo Man, too. I kinda like the semetry of that.