lighthammer

Much fun was had tonight with Tiffany.

Saki was drunk. Little Nemo was great. And I got lots of kisses.

Tonight I experienced two things for the first time. First was the saki, that I had never drunk before..pretty good, if a little rough going down. Second was kissing someone with a tongue ring..that was the highlight of the night.

Tired, but happy. Sad that I know she's leaving.

Funny thing though. Were sitting at dinner, and she looks at me and says "wanna what the first thing I thoguht of when I saw you?" "What?" I asked.

"You looked so unhappy"

Before I could even think about it, I just responded "Well I am unhappy" And I realized that I Really am pretty unhappy. I try not to be. I need to find out where this unhappiness is coming from. I dont know how long it's been since ive felt genuinely happy. Wait..yes I do. With Lacee, my ex.

I must be overtired because i'm rambling. Maybe ill actually be able to get some sleep tonight.