Well, I got that out of my system. One day and a nasty hangover lately, I realize that moping about isn't going to change a thing. So I will take her out tonight, and enjoy being with her until she leaves. After that..who knows?
I cant say i'm exactly happy right now, but i'm not as broken up as I was yesterday. Perhaps Tiffany came into my life not to be a person I would be with, but as a way to show that woman like her DO actually exist (outside Suicide Girls, of course.) That someone as smart and funny and pretty and caring and eccentric and adorable could find someone like me attractive. So maybe, just maybe, there is hope after all.
Here's to keeping my fingers crossed.
As for tonight..well, were going to see Finding Nemo. After that, hopefully, naughty things might be happening.

I cant say i'm exactly happy right now, but i'm not as broken up as I was yesterday. Perhaps Tiffany came into my life not to be a person I would be with, but as a way to show that woman like her DO actually exist (outside Suicide Girls, of course.) That someone as smart and funny and pretty and caring and eccentric and adorable could find someone like me attractive. So maybe, just maybe, there is hope after all.
Here's to keeping my fingers crossed.
As for tonight..well, were going to see Finding Nemo. After that, hopefully, naughty things might be happening.

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I found fasting to heal alot of stuff. . . I once when on a 14day fast a scar that I had on my knee for years started to lighten up dramaticly while on the fast. . . its not entirely gone still but its less noticeable. . . which is always a plus. . .