lighthammer

Well, some unfortunate news. Tiffany, the girl I started seeing last Wednesday, the sweet, beautiful girl I was quickly falling for. The GIrl who made me a bracelet, the girl who seemed to actually like me for me and dint' want me to change, the beatiful bisexual pierced up girl with the kind eyes and loving smile..well, she's moving. Back to California. Next week. Found this out today. Expect a much more emotional rant later on after I kill these two 24 ounce cans of beer I bought, and probably the remainder of this wine, and sit alone in my dark room, realizing that I'm probably losing one of the only woman in the entire state of Florida who would actually talk to me, much less be attracted to me and want to date me.

I know ive only known her for a month. But I just spent the lonest 8 months of my life, and I thought, with her, there might an end to that. But it's not ending, it's only going to be worse. Because like a man dying of thirst and given a sip of water, it will only make being so utterly alone all them more unbearable.

Sorry to bitch and complain. I'm getting all teary eyed like a little bitch now.