Going out tonight, my friends. Ross and some of his college friends are going to some nice upscale bar/cigar room kinda place, meaning i'm going to be totally out of my element. I'll enjoy it though, because I'll be with Ross..wont be able to drink to much, though, because Andrew will be there, and he hates it when I drink.
To make the night VERY interesting, I ran out of my pills today, and didtn' have time to pick up more. Meaning that my body is starting to go through it's normal cycle's of withdraw...by 7:00 AM tommorow i'll be bouncing off the walls. The pattern alwasys starts with hyperactivity....shakey, in fact, as I'm typing this my hands aer shaking. Then comes strange waves of emotions....happy then sad, with a probable bouts of crying. Then, a few hours after that, the thoughts start creeping in....sad thoughts, depressing thoughts, and the urge to start hurting myself comes back. So I'll drink tonight to calm myself down, and take my pills first thing tommorow morning..and i'll be normal again
Anyway, here's to hoping I have fun tonight, and here's to hoping I get LAID tonight....carnal acts of pleasure alwasys calms me down.
BTW-Watched the first three hours of the Children of Dune miniseries with Andrew today...REALLY good, it blows the first miniseries away in acting, story and special effects..and it's loaded with beautiful woman. Highly recommended.
To make the night VERY interesting, I ran out of my pills today, and didtn' have time to pick up more. Meaning that my body is starting to go through it's normal cycle's of withdraw...by 7:00 AM tommorow i'll be bouncing off the walls. The pattern alwasys starts with hyperactivity....shakey, in fact, as I'm typing this my hands aer shaking. Then comes strange waves of emotions....happy then sad, with a probable bouts of crying. Then, a few hours after that, the thoughts start creeping in....sad thoughts, depressing thoughts, and the urge to start hurting myself comes back. So I'll drink tonight to calm myself down, and take my pills first thing tommorow morning..and i'll be normal again
Anyway, here's to hoping I have fun tonight, and here's to hoping I get LAID tonight....carnal acts of pleasure alwasys calms me down.
BTW-Watched the first three hours of the Children of Dune miniseries with Andrew today...REALLY good, it blows the first miniseries away in acting, story and special effects..and it's loaded with beautiful woman. Highly recommended.