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I'm tired, depressed, have a nasty stomachache and my ankle hurts.

Tiffany is leaving Saturday for a month.

frown frown frown frown
rickroyal:
Cheer up, Buckerroo. She'll be back, and the stomach ache will go away, and I think some wine might make you forget about that ankle. Yep. And, hey, there's always film to lose yourself in.

heh. I made the same mistake with "Teenage Dirtbag," and it really disappointed me, as I thought it was a rather progessive song; there don't seem to be many teenage lesbian songs out there, so I thought it was cool. Still a cool song, but not as cool.
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Okay, so i'm drunk and stupid, so someone please let me know if I came across as the biggest shmuck in this following converstaion with Tiffany....

xxlilraverchikxx: hey luv
nightcrawler7700: Hey baby
nightcrawler7700: cute name
xxlilraverchikxx: thx
nightcrawler7700: How appropiate
nightcrawler7700: I'm listening to LIttle Red riding hood by Sam the Sham
xxlilraverchikxx: who is that
nightcrawler7700: Old singer
nightcrawler7700: I'll burn you the song...
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lighthammer:
Dammit...for some reason I the entire conversation wasn't saved. Nothing much happened after that..she went to bed, and I told her I see her tommorow at work.

Okay, so I am *SO* head over heals crazy about this woman, I dont know what to do with myself.
scattershot:
lol yeah thats how I talk when Im drunk too. but its okay if you come off sounding a little strange cuz they know that you're drunk right. So its expected .. and it doesn't seem like xxlilraverchicxx seemed to care that much she seemed genuinly flattered at your affection.

and whats wrong with linkin park!!! lol.
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Tiffany moves on Saturday.

But I just found out today that shes' coming back in July for a year to work and save money.

So pardon me for a second....

-Doing happy monkey dance- WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!
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hyenahell:
...as long as it's not ... CANNIBAL ROACHES!
although i guess that would be a good thing, being as they'd eat each other and my dog and i wouldn't have to worry about them...
and so. good for tiffany, and good for you. wink
xatreyux:
yeah i let him borrow my game boy advanced over night cuz hes out now..so yeah
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Ugh..I feel sick. Stomach ache, headache, tired and achy. I hope i'm not getting sick.

On a happy note though, Christine from work today told me she thought I was every girl's dream come true. Dont know how true that is, but hey, made me feel damn good smile

I'm going to go pass out now.

Bleck.
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xatreyux:
my friends are like my family, but ryan is different because hes my b/f. he is my EVERYTHING.
rickroyal:
Sorry to hear you're feeling ill. I hope it passes.

That's an interesting compliment to get.

The house must remain standing. Too much money, time, and lifeforce has been invested into it.
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Hm. Well, what an intersting night it's been.

I took a whole slew of stuff out of storage today becaue my parents are moving and they needed me to take my stuff out of the monthy storage facilty...so unpacking all the things that me and Tiffany (my ex, not the new Tiffany that's leaving) had bought together for our new apartment was a very depressing...
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rickroyal:
I'd probably tell him that I was flattered that he found me attractive, but that I just wasn't interested. Honest, direct, but understanding.

Wore gloves, still hurt the hands. Can't seem to win.
somekindofinsane:
hey man, thanks for the post.. i haven't had the nightmare again, but twice was enough to freak me out...

i'm dealing the best i can, although she seems to be doing better than me... "life is fricken good" as she puts it...i'm still a little down.. but i'll live..

nightcrawler...cool name.. that opening sequence in X2 was the coolest.. he is the best new character.. smile
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Okay, let me start off by saying that I am REALLY ANNOYED right now. I kept my computer on last night so that I could download a whole bunch of X-Men: Evolutions episodes from Kazaa, and when I went to watch them this morning, none of them worked! Stupid Kazzaa making my life difficult. ::GRR:: mad

Alright, so since I cant do anything until my laundry...
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rickroyal:
Interesting. All very interesting. I tend not to download video stuff from KaZaa, if only because it's so fucking slow. Usenet is so much better, and if your nntp server is quality, the speed in unbelievable, though getting what you want depends on other posters.

I usually try to get gifts for people a week or two in advance, so if there's any problem I have time to get something else. It's one of the few things I plan ahead for.
hollywoodrocks:
holy crap that's a long survey, but interesting though..
yeah.. kazaa kinda pisses me off too..

hope all is well.
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So I went home early today from work cause I was feeling sick, laid down and fell asleep for about 8 hours. Still not feeling 100 percent, but I FINALLY got some sleep, so i'm happy.

So today is the first day of my no-soda diet. Ive decided to replace Soda with milk, because I think ive worn myself out on club soda for awhile..take...
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xatreyux:
everything is ok. i was just a bit pissed off. anyway yeah if i could get a speeder man oh man...lmao

+madly in anger with you+
atreyu
rickroyal:
Ah, if only there were a cute geek boy to be lucky.

That's an interesting idea for a gift, but I already got him something else. Perhaps I'll suggest the idea to my mother.
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So i'm riding a tidal wave of emotions lately. All up and down.

Feel like ive been melancholy lately in regards to Tiffany. I played my last hand today, seeing if she would stay...asked her if she would move in with me (yeah, so ive only known her two weeks..yes, so i'm a fucking monkey...I have this bad habit of thinking with my heart instead...
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rickroyal:
What was that sound? A shell being broken, perhaps? Glad to hear you seem to be coming a little bit out of your funk. Though it does certainly suck when someone special and sweet leaves.

Hmm. Is it the sex most of all that makes you happy, or are there any things about a relationship that make you feel whole? I just ask because I know quite a few people who feel that if they're not in a relationship that they might as well be dead, and it's not about the sex with them. They seem to be missing something vital that prevents them from enjoying being idependent. I don't know, I'm rambling. Mea culpa.

I'll definitely get around to seeing Cemetery Man. Perhaps I'll get around to seeing Repo Man, too. I kinda like the semetry of that.
xatreyux:
lmao yeah! i find this bad ass chain saw today it was all green and purple and i was like "mom check it out" and shes all "you'd like to go at barry with that huh?" and i was all hell yeah! because i hate her b/f barry lol
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Much fun was had tonight with Tiffany.

Saki was drunk. Little Nemo was great. And I got lots of kisses. smile

Tonight I experienced two things for the first time. First was the saki, that I had never drunk before..pretty good, if a little rough going down. Second was kissing someone with a tongue ring..that was the highlight of the night.

Tired, but happy. Sad that...
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somekindofinsane:
hey man.. i changed my name.. just fyi..
gigglefuckbunny:
OMG those are amazing! I love them. . . I only have one beef about those. . . they dont have any green ones. . . ::sighs:: well u cant have it all
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I cant sleep.

I dont know if it's because of Tiffany or if its' because ive upped my sugar intake, but lately I havent been able to get any rest.

Maybe I should lay off the soda tommorow, see if that helps.

Damn..still tired tonight though.
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gigglefuckbunny:
insomina sucks. . . yea soda can definitly make u jumpy. . . anything with sugar gets me bouncy most of the night and some. So I try to lay off by 5pm the sugar. . . tho that never really happens. . . I always end up passout around bags of pixie sticks and pop cans every were. . . sugar is a bitch in so many ways then one. . .
velvetkither:
yeah buttermilk is an aphrodisiac it makes you have poofy hair and you say dig it alot...
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Well, I got that out of my system. One day and a nasty hangover lately, I realize that moping about isn't going to change a thing. So I will take her out tonight, and enjoy being with her until she leaves. After that..who knows?

I cant say i'm exactly happy right now, but i'm not as broken up as I was yesterday. Perhaps Tiffany came...
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gigglefuckbunny:
I found fasting to heal alot of stuff. . . I once when on a 14day fast a scar that I had on my knee for years started to lighten up dramaticly while on the fast. . . its not entirely gone still but its less noticeable. . . which is always a plus. . .
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Thres nothing I can do, is there? She's going to leave, no matter how much booze I drink, no matter anything..she' sleaving, and there's nothing I can do.

I tried. Ther's no fight left in me
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scattershot:
awww Im sorry dude, but if it helps I've been in that position a number of times and Im still here... in as many pieces as I am.
hollywoodrocks:
Awww man.. I am sorry to hear that.

know what. I was so stupid that I moved away from my last girlfriend.. I mean, how dumb am I?

I hope that you are able to feel better soon..