Ive been having the week from hell. All week long Ive been having headaches that have been boarding on migraines. It was so bad I thought I might have to go to the ER to have them do something. Ive spent most of the week in bed with my eyes covered. I could only stand to sit in front of the computer monitor for short periods of time before it felt like my head was going to explode. All in all not a lot fun.
I went to my chiropractor for my weekly appointment and told her I was having a problem. She checked me over and found what the problem was. My skull was compressed onto the top of my vertebra. It was pinching the nerves that run up the spine and go into the brain.
How I managed to compress my skull I dont know. My back and neck are so fucked up I probably did it in my sleep. I think my spine is about as strong as chalk sometimes.
She worked on me for a while and popped my neck back into place. As soon as she did it, all the pressure I was feeling just went away. My pain level went from around an 8 down to a 3 in just a few seconds. I feel much better now.
So I spent most of this week stuck inside thinking about my life and whats working and the things that need to be changed. When you cant stand the light the only place to go is inside your head. For me, thats not always a go place to spend too much time.
I went through the usual checklist: Am I happy with the overall state of my life right now? Am I going to be alone for the rest of my life? What do I need to do to get back on track? You get the idea.
Ill save my thought on all those questions and more for another journal. Im still having some headaches and sitting in front of the monitor is starting to bother me. I went through a period where it felt like all I did was bitch about my life in my journal. After a while it was getting really annoying for me to write about it and Im sure the 5 or 6 people that read my journal were getting tired of it as well. I stopped doing it but I feel a poor me entry coming on. Every now and then its good to just blow it out of my system.
So thats why I havent been around this week too much.
One last thing.
I went and saw the Devils Rejects today. I liked it. I want to see Rob Zombie make more movies. By the way, if you want to see it, dont read the interview with him on SG because he gives away the end of the movie. That ticked me off.
How hard would it have been to put a spoiler blurb at the beginning of the interview. I still would have read it; I would have just waited until after I saw the movie.
Now I must go because my head hurts.
I went to my chiropractor for my weekly appointment and told her I was having a problem. She checked me over and found what the problem was. My skull was compressed onto the top of my vertebra. It was pinching the nerves that run up the spine and go into the brain.
How I managed to compress my skull I dont know. My back and neck are so fucked up I probably did it in my sleep. I think my spine is about as strong as chalk sometimes.
She worked on me for a while and popped my neck back into place. As soon as she did it, all the pressure I was feeling just went away. My pain level went from around an 8 down to a 3 in just a few seconds. I feel much better now.
So I spent most of this week stuck inside thinking about my life and whats working and the things that need to be changed. When you cant stand the light the only place to go is inside your head. For me, thats not always a go place to spend too much time.
I went through the usual checklist: Am I happy with the overall state of my life right now? Am I going to be alone for the rest of my life? What do I need to do to get back on track? You get the idea.
Ill save my thought on all those questions and more for another journal. Im still having some headaches and sitting in front of the monitor is starting to bother me. I went through a period where it felt like all I did was bitch about my life in my journal. After a while it was getting really annoying for me to write about it and Im sure the 5 or 6 people that read my journal were getting tired of it as well. I stopped doing it but I feel a poor me entry coming on. Every now and then its good to just blow it out of my system.
So thats why I havent been around this week too much.
One last thing.
I went and saw the Devils Rejects today. I liked it. I want to see Rob Zombie make more movies. By the way, if you want to see it, dont read the interview with him on SG because he gives away the end of the movie. That ticked me off.
How hard would it have been to put a spoiler blurb at the beginning of the interview. I still would have read it; I would have just waited until after I saw the movie.
Now I must go because my head hurts.
willdabeast:
i might go see that movie. hehe i still have the big bushy beard going. 