Much sadness. Did you ever know something was coming and there is nothing you can do to change it, but you still dont want to accept it? Sometimes life sucks.
willdabeast:
in that case, you have to ask yourself is it better to know ahead of time or have it sprung upon you?
lastbadger:
Yes, thats when I get drunk, break stuff, and the cry. Afterwards it's all good I can stop caring about it.