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Island of Misfit Toys

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Thursday Oct 06, 2005

Oct 6, 2005
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Right now on Hot or Not.com I have a hotness factor of 7.6, which by their calculations make me hotter than 73% of the men on their site. Im of mixed opinion on these numbers. First its a great ego boost. Who am I to question the opinions of my adoring fans? But then my little voice kicks in and says, Are these people on crack? Youre not that hot.

It was just kind of an impulse thing to put a picture up. Ill let it ride for a while just to see how I do. Ill be happy as long as I dont drop below a 5.

My roommate has been gone all day, I dont know where he is and I dont care. I have the apartment all to myself. Theres no Final Fantasy or Headline News in the background. The only noise other than the sound of me typing is coming from the air purifier. It is unbelievably nice.

Since we are both out of work we have been spending way too much time together. Dont get me wrong, I love my friend like a brother, but I need my own privet time.

I need to get a job and get my life moving forward again. Cabin fever is starting to drive me insane. I need a job and a girl with benefits. The job needs to pay more that my unemployment, thats a biggie. So please help me out guy before you turn on the news and see them interviewing my neighbors saying things like, he was such nice man, and hes the last person I would have suspected to have a body in the freezer.

On a somewhat related note, I'm writing again. I know Ive only done a few of the stories from the words you guys gave me but that exercise has really opened up my mind. I started writing a story about a serial killer the other day. Ive only got a few pages done but I think it has good potential. Its going to be dark and twisted and morally and ethically wrong on so many levels.

Im really excited about it. Its the first thing that has got me really passionate about writing in a very long time. Im going to have to do some research for it to get it where I want it to be.

I think thats enough for today. Weve gone from my vanity to dark corners of my mind in a short length of time.

Be good. Be happy. Do no Harm.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
furious1:
Thanx for the story, I am gonna give copies to some of my friends, so they can enjoy it also. Say hi to Allison.
I often work in lansing, so be in touch if you pleast. (i also write my own language apparently)
Oct 7, 2005
tiffanyjewel:
You comment on the secret meeting but not the song that took me forevar to write?
Oct 7, 2005

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