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Sunday Jan 25, 2009

Jan 25, 2009
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I'm contemplating all things in my life as a lot of you know. I think that I really want to be this guy, in this picture...



he was happy, in portland on vacation and spending the evening alone, hanging out with whoever and listening to good music. I was happy. A net friend took the pic of me. It was a good night. I wanna be that guy again. I wanna go out, have fun, and not feel guilty. But complications with leaving the wife keep me here in limbo-land.

On a side note, I loved that necklace in the picture. I lost it in LA in November. frown I think the first tattoo I will get is going to be of that symbol. I have to find where i scanned in the pendant on my scanner about 8 years ago... what do you guys think?
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heartlesshellcat:
Aside from the obvious (feeling the fear, and doing what needs to be done anyway)....

Does that symbol have any meaning for you, either spiritual, chakra related, etc?
Jan 25, 2009
cherrylix:
At least you've identified what's potentially making you unhappy; you just need to work out how you can go about making the changes you need to wthout causing too much stress for you and the wife. It's not impossible :p

Tattoo idea is a nice one smile
Jan 25, 2009

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