life_returns

I've got friday and saturday off which rules. Perfect for halloween weekend, since everything seems to be happening saturday anyway. Im not going as anything. Im just going to wear a venom shirt. But thats normal. I need new pics of me on here. All the ones i have are from almost a year ago and whatnot. The new room is finally coming together. I love organizing stuff. When shit is strewn about it really makes me crazy. Right now i'm listening to a compilation cassette that I made when I was 15. I found all these old clothes that I wore from about the same time and put them on. I feel like im in highschool again. Crust punx for life. hahah. I really havent changed THAT much, but a bit. My style changes everyday. Some days I look like an essay, with my eazy e sunglasses and stuff. SOme days I look like an 80's hardcore dude. Some days I look 80's metal. But never usually as crusty as I look right now. Living in a house probably helps. At the peak of my crustyness I was kicked out of the house, that was about 16 years old. Being a couch surfing crazy pill popping, acid dropping,skateboarding, RAGING alcoholic would do that to you. Then I went voluntarily through AA(minus all the god bullshit). That helped, I got my highschool diploma after being a super senior for a year. (the five year plan). Then somehow I was back on the streets for awhile about 6 months. Then somehow I ended up here in Santa cruz 3 years ago. People say I have a wisdom about me. Thats because ive been through a lot of shit. Through it all , the only regrets I really have is selling tons of records for dirt to get something to eat. I really miss those records. . . . BUt then I look at what I still have and that makes me happy.