life_returns

Well its 420 day. Have you ever seen 200+ people smoke weed in one place? I have. last year, and today I go to see it all again. Its kind of a tradition at UCSC. I'm not even a UC student but I will still make my bus ride up to campus to see this awesome ritual. On a random note: girls are very distracting lately. Theyre all out walking around in their hot spring outfits.Temptation. Though I would really like to focus all of my energy on one. Its just not in the cards for me right now I suppose. bah. I'm so co-dependent. Mainly because of the whole "end of a 6 year relationship" thing. This too is very distracting. Waking up alone in the morning sucks. Though I havent been completely alone lately. Its just im not exclusive with so and so. I feel like I need someone to identify myself with. I just need to get out there and meet people. I've forgotten how much fun it can be to chase girls. . .

this concludes our broadcast day . . .