Monday Mar 15, 2010

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What do you do when you've worked so damn hard to get what you want, And you finally get it.. But all you want to do is get rid of it now?

I've liked my boyfriend sense I meet him, in 2007. We started fucking in February, last year.. I moved in with him in July of last year, and we officially were together sometime...
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discordia:
Aw, most of my bf in the begining it was for the hunt , true.
But even if u find the one u realy love, it's gonna be freacking strange, cuz this time u want to keep the hunted, but u don't know how u gonna do it XD
alkalinesbff:
You have to do what makes YOU happy, Love is a complicated thing and feelings like these are a hard thing to deal with. Do you give it up and risk wondering if he really was the one or do you stay and wonder whatelse is out there for the rest of your life. Im going through something similar, i've been with my gf for 2 years now and im happy and very faithful but i miss the newness of a relationship, and im scared of comfort. Maybe thats what you're going through, maybe your just comfortable with him now and its different from the honeymoon period of the relationship and you're confused, but like Ogata said, you need to take a deep breath and really think about this.

On on here everyday if you need someone to tak too
JV

Sunday Mar 14, 2010

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Its been a long day, Its kinda like one of those days that actually feels like its been two days.
I had work from 7:00AM to 2:00PM. They put me on front counter register, But sense it was rainey out today noone came in.
I've got this crazy rash thing on my leg, It itches like FUCK. It got worse from walking in the rain...
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discordia:
True. . . And ? Can i think one is good and the other one not ?
discordia:
But lately everything is so. . . Can't find corret word .
I miss watching some new sets, new ideas, i know it fuckin dificul , because everybody did all... But i don't belive in too much coincidence.
My opinion .

Thursday Mar 11, 2010

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Yesterday I talked to Dave (boyfriend) about everything thats going on, And how Im basically going crazy. Apparently everything is going to be okay. I told him that I cant let go of what he did because he doesnt give me reason to trust him. &That he doesnt make me feel like he wants me here He said he does want me here. He got...
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skullgrid:
good to hear he came to his senses wink
fakename:
Glad things worked out, or are at least starting to work out.

You should never have to fight for a relationship, but relationships are worth working for.... If that makes any sense.

Wednesday Mar 10, 2010

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Im going crazy. Its me against the world, And the world is winning. The only thing I dont know now is when I loose completely, What the fuck happens next? Is this all just in my head? I know not all of it is.. But am I making up the rest? Am I being too paranoid? I cant even trust myself these days. I need...
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madfifi:
what is causing this crazyness? is it the world or the people on it? is it decisions that needs to be made?
usually its the mind that causes this havoc...
you want to ellaborate?
skullgrid:
ummmm i'm sorry, but that's fucked up any way you slice it... i don't blame you in the least for being distraught over it... if someone pulled that shit with me, i'd be done with them... blackeyed

Tuesday Mar 09, 2010

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remod66:
But... but... but... who won the donut contest? smile

Monday Mar 08, 2010

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About today:
At this very moment my boyfriend is asleep, And Im waiting for my sleeping aids to kick in. Valerian root pills and chamomile tea, I think somehow I curdled the cream in my tea but Im drinking it anyways.
I didnt do much of anything today. I woke up and showered. Then dicked around my apartment for a while waiting for my boyfriend...
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fakename:
hm..... *hugs*

Saturday Mar 06, 2010

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A couple of weeks ago while I was walking to work, I watched a skink crossing the road.. And then getting hit.
The car didnt stop to look or anything.. I almost cried. Because I was on my way to work there was nothing I could do but keep walking, I had to leave the skunk there to die on the road... I felt awful....
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liebe:
The taboo show is actually the one I was talking about, Thats why I started thinking.
iluvenis:
thanks for acept biggrin
besito

Friday Mar 05, 2010

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I am devastated. One of the sites I ordered fucked up my order, And now I owe the bank almost 200 dollars.
I dont even know how to begin dealing with this.
fakename:
Ouch... Well first go to the bank explain the situation and then call the company and see wtf happened and try and get the money refunded ASAP.
liebe:
I cant deal with people like that. I'd end up yelling and screaming at them..

Friday Mar 05, 2010

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I got a GREAT check last week, I was soo excited to put it in the bank and start saving!
But then I went to the mall.. And the pet store.. And the Suicide Girls online store... and thinkgeek.com...
I got a bunch of new t-shirts for me and the boyfriend, A whole bunch of pet stuff for my two Degu's and my rat, Elefant....
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fakename:
hah, yeah, money comes and goes so you might as well enjoy it while you can biggrin

And on another note, I am stunned by how cute you are. I would hit on you.... but I have no idea who you are and you said you already have a BF

*sigh* I guess its not meant to be. *crys*