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To be a suicide girl has been my dream for years. Sense way before I should have even known what suicide girls were or what they did. I remember sitting next to my friend Darcy, and listening to her tell me about how she tricked her dad into paying for the account, she told him it was an online game... we were 13 years old at the time. And I remember thinking, God. This is what I want to do with my life, this is the kind of person I want to be. These people are everything I've ever wanted from myself, they make themselves into art. Its the only thing besides not eating meat that has ever defined me in my mind, And now Im here, on the site, I have an account and Im looking around. And every time I realize that these girls are so much more beautiful than I am my heart breaks a little, and I get that feeling of sinking into my stomach.
In June Im flying to Florida, where I used to live, to see my old friends. To see Darcy, the girl that introduced me to SG back in 2006, to see Jackie, my best friend and also the girl I promised would be my photographer years ago, and to see everyone else I miss and love. In June Jackie is going to take my first SG hopeful set. And I know in my heart that Im not good enough to be who I've always wanted to be, but Im gunna try my damn hardest.

Get ready SG June is coming a lot sooner than it seems.