liebe

The weather today is happy with high gusts of sadness trying to blow off my mask.
And damnit Im going to keep on smiling until someone else cracks. I know now that this is just an act, I know he doesnt care about me any more than as another person. If I ask him if he loves me, And he says he does, I know its just a part of the script that I'd unknowingly wrote out for him. Somehow I think we both know this is only going to last as long as we both keep up this game. The only difference between his end and mine is that I love him, And he just doesnt have enough balls to tell me to go. Someone has to say the words that are screaming in my head, And Im not going to be the one to do it.
Im not going to break my own heart.
So Im going to stay until he tells me what I already know.

Wish me luck.