I am slightly drunk right now. I have work in about 4 more hours.. I have no idea what I am doing w/ my life..
I guess I'm going to college next month. I'm still working at Guess? Inc.
But, I am always feeling like something is sorta missing. Like I could be doing something else, that isn't getting shit faced drunk or going to parties, or going to clubs..
I recently saw a dog in the pet store.. I wanted her sOo badly. She was beautiful. Alaskian husky. Not even like 6 months old or something.. Maybe that would be good for me.. getting a pet.. Maybe I need to have my motherly intincts kick in.. It's reasons like that, that I hate being a chic.. because I somehow feel imcomplete.. DAMN IT! It's all about the fucking programming..
As for my sexual escapades.. Even though I know all these ppl, and do all these things. I feel the most happy, when I am w/ Aaron. I kind of want to like back out now... and it's not because I am afraid, it's because I know I'm going to hurt him in the end.. It's just my personality.. It's just the way I was raised.
-It's like what doll collectors do. Their most treasured dolls, they never fucking touch. Because they care about them the most.. oi.
I guess I'm going to college next month. I'm still working at Guess? Inc.
But, I am always feeling like something is sorta missing. Like I could be doing something else, that isn't getting shit faced drunk or going to parties, or going to clubs..
I recently saw a dog in the pet store.. I wanted her sOo badly. She was beautiful. Alaskian husky. Not even like 6 months old or something.. Maybe that would be good for me.. getting a pet.. Maybe I need to have my motherly intincts kick in.. It's reasons like that, that I hate being a chic.. because I somehow feel imcomplete.. DAMN IT! It's all about the fucking programming..
As for my sexual escapades.. Even though I know all these ppl, and do all these things. I feel the most happy, when I am w/ Aaron. I kind of want to like back out now... and it's not because I am afraid, it's because I know I'm going to hurt him in the end.. It's just my personality.. It's just the way I was raised.
-It's like what doll collectors do. Their most treasured dolls, they never fucking touch. Because they care about them the most.. oi.
Please read the GROUP OWNERSHIP VOTE post and cast your vote/nomination
Not long got back from Vegas and LA ..alot of fun