libra

hellooo everybody



so tomorrow is the anniversary of my daddy dieing. anniversary seems like a funny word to use as i associte it with happy things.

im ok, im not asking for sympathy i just thought id share it with you guys as it was a huge, major event in my life.

my dad and i didnt really get on, not since i was 7-8. he was very stubborn and strict and not much of an 'other' people person. we didnt talk for the last year of his life, something that makes me very sad. he spent his lat week in hospital unconcious, unaware that i was with him every day.



i love you daddy.

please, im not asking for your sympathy.
because of loosing him my life changed, every time a get a bit down i think WTF!!!!! i remind myself of the fact i have my life, that people have gone through worse, my mum has survived cancer twice, that i made a the biggest choice any girl can 6 years ago and im still ok. ive come though major depression and im still ok.

nothing will ever be as bad as i used to think they were, im alive!!!!

hehe i hope i didnt depress you!!