im confused as too how i feel at the mo..............
good part of the last few days
spent some time with red_tail who has just bought a full sized storm trooper suit and a sith trooper suit. i am very very very jelous
coz i want one!!! he may wear it to the torture garden halloween party. he was also thinking of doing croydon walkabout's crazy kareoke in it too......song title suggestions???? 'i will survive'? 'i am the one and only'? any more???????
then went to see my lock and we had a lovely few days. went shopping in oxford street and bought new phones!!!!!!!
well when i say bought i mean got them for free and they gave us cash!!! wooooooo
missing him now tho, hes revising for his exam on tuesday and i need to do some stuff for school!!!
bad part of teh few days
someone has shafted me good and proper!!!!!! a bill has been run up, in my name, and its now not getting paid!! its a 550 pound phone bill and i HAVE too pay it.
i have worked so hard to sort out my finances and repair my credit rating and now its possible i could get defaults on this bill. i dont have this money!! because the account is in my name im gonna have to pay it as this person doenst seem to want too. in fact they wont even contact me, i have sent texts, voice mails, e-mails, messages on here and even called their home, but nothing. this person meant soo much too me and i thought we were very good friends.
everytime i think about this i get all panicy and feel physicaly sick. it is soooo much money and i dont know how im going to cover the debt. i m gonna have too sell stuff, but then i think well why should i, as they have a flat screen telly and an xbox 360!!!!and its not my bill!!! but im gonna have too.
FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!!
i have cried soo much in the last few hours. i dont know what im going to do. i have been so stupid keeping it in my name and it has bit me on the arse big time, im getting upset again so im going to stop there.
im sorry to moan but it has been on my mind all day and i needed to let it out.
lets change the subject.
pauly's leaving us love ya
and i got some new friends on here..so a huge hi to you.....sorry if this is the first entry youve read of mine. im normaly happier!!!
i leave you with a pic of a butterfly i found on my drive.....he flew away very quickly!!!
good part of the last few days
spent some time with red_tail who has just bought a full sized storm trooper suit and a sith trooper suit. i am very very very jelous
coz i want one!!! he may wear it to the torture garden halloween party. he was also thinking of doing croydon walkabout's crazy kareoke in it too......song title suggestions???? 'i will survive'? 'i am the one and only'? any more???????then went to see my lock and we had a lovely few days. went shopping in oxford street and bought new phones!!!!!!!
well when i say bought i mean got them for free and they gave us cash!!! wooooooo
missing him now tho, hes revising for his exam on tuesday and i need to do some stuff for school!!!
bad part of teh few days
someone has shafted me good and proper!!!!!! a bill has been run up, in my name, and its now not getting paid!! its a 550 pound phone bill and i HAVE too pay it.
i have worked so hard to sort out my finances and repair my credit rating and now its possible i could get defaults on this bill. i dont have this money!! because the account is in my name im gonna have to pay it as this person doenst seem to want too. in fact they wont even contact me, i have sent texts, voice mails, e-mails, messages on here and even called their home, but nothing. this person meant soo much too me and i thought we were very good friends.
everytime i think about this i get all panicy and feel physicaly sick. it is soooo much money and i dont know how im going to cover the debt. i m gonna have too sell stuff, but then i think well why should i, as they have a flat screen telly and an xbox 360!!!!and its not my bill!!! but im gonna have too.
FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!!
i have cried soo much in the last few hours. i dont know what im going to do. i have been so stupid keeping it in my name and it has bit me on the arse big time, im getting upset again so im going to stop there.
im sorry to moan but it has been on my mind all day and i needed to let it out.
lets change the subject.
pauly's leaving us
love yaand i got some new friends on here..so a huge hi to you.....sorry if this is the first entry youve read of mine. im normaly happier!!!
i leave you with a pic of a butterfly i found on my drive.....he flew away very quickly!!!
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That is the prettiest butterfly i ever did see! so gorgeous!
New phone very snazzy. love it. they PAID you to buy the phone?? NIce one!!! i love shit like that.
bootiful butterfly, by the way.
You back 2 work today?? I was. I feel totally drained and my legs feel like i've done a work out cos I'm on em all the time whilst i'm teaching!! i just wanna sleep now!!!!!!!!
hope ur otherwise OK sweetie