libra

my lock has gone to download....cant speak to him till monday coz he doesnt have a charger for his mobile. your probably puking already but i miss him this is th efirst time in 5/6 months we wont talk every day, feel wierd!!!

oh well!!!!

so i need to ask a question.

i am incredibly jelous of alex's best mate!!! and, i suppose, their relationship. they live together....not a problem i hear you say but up until late last year they were sleeping together. shes nice enough i suppose but i still cant help being jelous of it. her and i have 'issues' anyway and i feel bad for him coz it cant be nice but..oh i dont know!!

what can i do about it??? HELP!!!!! coz its causing problems! i love him and i know it wont be an issue when they arent living together but we may not be able to get somewhere for a year or so, what if i cant get over this.....HELP HELP HELP!
i know im probably being silly but i cant help the way im feeling. never been a jelus person but i dont think it helps that i have trust issues cozz of my ex...i know he wont do anything......or do i????????????? THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY


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