libelula

Stupidity is my new best friend now! something happened when i crossed the boarder besides the long inquisition and the first stamp on my passport. Been in this country Four months, 15 days and 15 days over what I can stand to be anywhere! Its odd I believe we all have limits intentional or not and I find myself playing or pushing the line of what are mine.. . somewhere between trying something new and seeing myself in new light. i like this blog thing now, I think its because I can say what I please as if a journal of sorts and noone reads. (i think) Waiting for my camera to arrive since when I got here I had to leave mine (tears) Leaving my mother's house on Tuesday and moving to Huntington Park, yellow house in front of .. . This should be interesting to say the least. i don't own a cellphone and where I am going they have no internet access let alone a phoneline. I'm here to make the money I need for my trip from Mexico to Panama but find my self more than just alienated. I understand the language but don't get the concepts some people throw at me. Me siento sola en un lugar con tanta gente! irionia quizas. I long for things that don't exsist in a particular place more like the comfort of being somewhere I have to say nothing and the other person gets it, none of this Is something wrong? are you okay? why are people so freaked out about being just being not running errands, or shit just being. me, my cornpops, and my sektchbook with some music in the backround!