well lots of my friends have been yelling at me for what i did this weekend and then some ppl on here have been kind enough to caution me. 
and i really dont know what to say, but i do feel stupid.
In some ways i feel like my life has gone downhill, because I started smoking again. I had not even been smoke-free for 5 mos.! I am smoking again like worse before. And now I have tried drugs & i NEVER in my life thought i would. i believed that i did not need it and it was pointless. and then my dumbass gives in ONE single night and then that whole part of me comes crumbling down. it was like the ONE thing that i was really proud of.
and i really dont know what to say, but i do feel stupid.
In some ways i feel like my life has gone downhill, because I started smoking again. I had not even been smoke-free for 5 mos.! I am smoking again like worse before. And now I have tried drugs & i NEVER in my life thought i would. i believed that i did not need it and it was pointless. and then my dumbass gives in ONE single night and then that whole part of me comes crumbling down. it was like the ONE thing that i was really proud of.
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Did ice for a while. Actually, it kind of did me. My life is much better without it. You did it once. No big deal. I don't see any problem with experimentation. You obviously have a good head on your shoulders to avoided temptation for as long as you did. That's pretty kick ass.