liathach

As always, your words make all the sense in the world. I agree with you totally about SG. For me, it's way beyond a porn site. The people i've met and the love and support i've gotten transcend anything that anyone may say about this site that's negative. I'll debate anyone who forms what i consider ignorant conclusions about SG with all my being.

I get so crazy this time of year. I thought i'd be better with it this year, but obviously not so. As someone told me yesterday, my guilt really isn't about my sexual desires or my feelings toward the woman who was instrumental in bringing them to the forefront after years of dormancy. The guilt stems from her being gone and me still being here.

Sometimes I think that leaving me to fend for myself was a cruel joke. I seem to prove time and again that I have mountains of trouble dealing with life without Annette.

One thing Ithat I have accomplished on my own is discovering a group of people that I've come to love and trust. Those are real friendships in anyone's book.

Wll said.

The things I said in my blog stemmed from being without Annette and missing her so much. Maybe there's even a little anger at her leaving me, even though those feelings make no sense. All in all, this too shall pass.