I don't really talk about my health issues as I know there are people in this world that are suffering a lot more than I am, but I'm getting so fed up with something I suffer with.
It's called Neurofibromatosis, if you've not heard of it and you'd like to learn more click on the link above.
So tonight, I get an itch on my chest and I discover another fibroid tumour. I'm fucking fed up of them, I hate them, i hate this stupid condition. Luckily I only suffer with it mildly, there are other people in this world who suffer with it a Hell of a lot more than me, but it still pisses me off, and gets me down that I get these fibromas.
I have around 5 on my stomach, and couple on my back and now one on my chest. I'm still in the early stages of these producing and this is only the start. I'm beginning to dread and think about what I'm going to look like in 30 years time. I don't really want to be covered in these tumours, but if that's what is to happen then so be it. I have to do regular checks on my testicles in case they start to grow there, then surgery will have to take place. As they may turn cancerous if they get any bigger, a lot like all my tumours. It's nothing I can stop and nothing I can do anything about, but it really knocks my self confidence knowing what I could look like.
I've had to watch my Dad go through surgery to get some big lumps removed and one was on his eye brow, now he's left with a sloped eye brow and I feel so sorry for what he's been through. I know that whenever I meet my next girlfriend I'm going to have to tell her all of this, and it's not a thing I really like talking about to anybody. I just feel like I need to rant on about it.
Anyway, less of the bad banter. I took a few random images today with my Canon 60mm f2.8 lens earlier, just messing around. Nothing serious or anything.
I'm not sure which image I prefer. Any feedback would be appreciated.
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It's called Neurofibromatosis, if you've not heard of it and you'd like to learn more click on the link above.
So tonight, I get an itch on my chest and I discover another fibroid tumour. I'm fucking fed up of them, I hate them, i hate this stupid condition. Luckily I only suffer with it mildly, there are other people in this world who suffer with it a Hell of a lot more than me, but it still pisses me off, and gets me down that I get these fibromas.
I have around 5 on my stomach, and couple on my back and now one on my chest. I'm still in the early stages of these producing and this is only the start. I'm beginning to dread and think about what I'm going to look like in 30 years time. I don't really want to be covered in these tumours, but if that's what is to happen then so be it. I have to do regular checks on my testicles in case they start to grow there, then surgery will have to take place. As they may turn cancerous if they get any bigger, a lot like all my tumours. It's nothing I can stop and nothing I can do anything about, but it really knocks my self confidence knowing what I could look like.
I've had to watch my Dad go through surgery to get some big lumps removed and one was on his eye brow, now he's left with a sloped eye brow and I feel so sorry for what he's been through. I know that whenever I meet my next girlfriend I'm going to have to tell her all of this, and it's not a thing I really like talking about to anybody. I just feel like I need to rant on about it.
Anyway, less of the bad banter. I took a few random images today with my Canon 60mm f2.8 lens earlier, just messing around. Nothing serious or anything.
I'm not sure which image I prefer. Any feedback would be appreciated.
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Other images.
SPIDER IMAGES.
That is all for now. I hope you are all doing well, and are enjoying your weekend.
- Liam x
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Sorry to hear about the neurofibromatosis, can't really offer any advice or anecdotes because I haven't been there and it would probably be a tad insulting to assume! I hope things stay level for you though, and you can manage the symptoms.