Ok, I'm like ***soooo*** over psycho girl (ok, and if not, I can pretend right?). I havent been able to do much lately. I think I lost about 5 pounds last week, which is alright I guess since I've been pigging out the past two days on chicken and ice cream. You think I'd save myself some time and just get chicken flavored ice cream, but suprisingly they don't sell that. Who would have thought?
The sick thing is, I really did love her. Of course, I can't tell her that. Just a few minutes ago I was on the phone with her and I told her she was a piece of crap, cold hearted bitch who is not worth the air she breathes, and some other stuff too. None of it was nice, but none of what she did to me was nice either.
My friend thinks that random sex with strangers will somehow "fix" this. Hmm, maybe I'll give it a whirl. I've never been one for one night stands, but maybe its time to loosen up, literally.
The sick thing is, I really did love her. Of course, I can't tell her that. Just a few minutes ago I was on the phone with her and I told her she was a piece of crap, cold hearted bitch who is not worth the air she breathes, and some other stuff too. None of it was nice, but none of what she did to me was nice either.
My friend thinks that random sex with strangers will somehow "fix" this. Hmm, maybe I'll give it a whirl. I've never been one for one night stands, but maybe its time to loosen up, literally.
jholtsnider:
((hug)) it'll get better