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Tuesday May 10, 2005

May 10, 2005
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today was the day i realized that i'm settling into this mild manered human, i suddenly thought were has the anger gone, the jealousy and bitterness, how did it get replaced with this layed back attitude,
i don't burn anymore, i drift *shudders*

no no no! i liked hissy fit millie, she had passion in her life,

i always wanted to be here, but i thought to get here i would have to beat my ghosts down, not for a instant did i believe that if i just got on with the joy in each day they would just drift away, i really think it can be more scary being on the pleasent side of life, at least when everythings black it's easy to dissapear in it shocked

my dad is going to be so disapointed, if you knew my dad you'd know what i mean smile
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just_eric:
i know what you mean for me life had a huge change when i got out of the military.. wow what a change now i dont have to go aroud wondering if the guy across the field is the enemy and is going to try to shoot me now i look across the field and the guy is usually waving and saying what do you think about the landscape??
May 11, 2005
chrisdryad:
Laid back works for most things that happen. It is good, though, to have angry mad in an easilly accesible place for when you need to release some pent up emotions (or just want to shout at someone .something) biggrin
Take it easy matey.

So why did you decide to put the set on hold?(sorry I'm a bit slow on this, I was on holiday smile )?

love kiss
May 11, 2005

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