leylei

today was the day i realized that i'm settling into this mild manered human, i suddenly thought were has the anger gone, the jealousy and bitterness, how did it get replaced with this layed back attitude,
i don't burn anymore, i drift *shudders*

no no no! i liked hissy fit millie, she had passion in her life,

i always wanted to be here, but i thought to get here i would have to beat my ghosts down, not for a instant did i believe that if i just got on with the joy in each day they would just drift away, i really think it can be more scary being on the pleasent side of life, at least when everythings black it's easy to dissapear in it

my dad is going to be so disapointed, if you knew my dad you'd know what i mean