lexylou

So I went to the SG gig at Orchard Bar the other night. It was cool but really drepressing, until a few friends showed up (but people I don't hang out with that much, kids that just got into town) It wasn't anything that Sg did, the girls were cool, but I realized that this site is full of really sad, lonely people. I guess I'm one of them too, but I don't want to be one of those people thats on-line all the time and thats my life. I miss having my friends. This city sucks balls.
Why is it so hard to meet cool people? This has become my only outlet, and that is SO SAD!
I'm strange in that way everyone who has an attraction to this site is, but I'm a really good person, I bartend, I have personality. Is it weird that a girl goes to a bar alone to meet people just to be friends? I guess thats unusual, but how else do you meet people who drink all the fucking time?
I was looking for jobs on CraigsList and I didn't realize how many people are willing to PAY you money to hang out with them. That makes me want to cry. I feel like I've become so detached from people, their my own species and I feel like I don't even understand them anymore. I miss myself and I miss having people that understand.