So im am alone for about the next 10 min till he gets back. and i have to ask myself...WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? Sometimes i wonder if i just feel bad for being happy...for sortta moving on...even though thats not exactly what im doing, but for shorter purposes i guess im kinda moving on...with my life at least....It's just Everytime i take a step foward...further away from him...i look back and think maybe if i just wait a little longer...he could love me....dumb thoughts...childish ones i assume. My new smiles is back ...gotta run.
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you might be finding he's not "the one" or doesn't want to be "the one" for you.
so call him mr. "right now" while you're keeping a lookout for mr. "right".