lexie

So.. I made it home safely and in one piece. I'm unsure as to how I feel about the whole "being home" experience thus far. Its quite odd to me to come back to the life that I left behind and realize.. its no longer my life. I'm not too sure about how the rest of my 'vacation' here will go.

I'm also not very excited about going back to Cbus.. Blah.. I'm just.. not very thrilled about anything currently. It seems as though whatever I choose to run from, will always find me regardless of where my physical location may be.

Hopefully the next week will be better. I'm planning on spending as much time as can possibly be spent at my friends apartment. I was able to spend some time today with my girls. Although I was feeling horribly socially inept, and a little bit irritable, I had a pretty good time. The gifts they got/made me for Xmas gets rid of any doubt in my mind as to why I would not love them.

The smell of the christmas tree in this room is making me want to so I believe its time for bed. Hope everyone is doing ok; and you may not hear from me for a while. It is quite hard to update this thing on my home computer.

xoxo