lexanity

ok so earlier i wrote a blog and i thought i copy and pasted it into paint but i lost it among other things that i have seem to have lost today, like my sanity and my ciggarettes.. so i don't remember what the other blog i was writing said and it was a long one too... so i will just write what i remember... which was the end of the blog....


recently i have began to feel inspired to write again. i used to write poetry and songs but lately i have just been writing from the heart as it comes to my thoughts and editing it later, so i figure i should share my latest writing...
it was inspired by someone in chat they know who they are

"On My Way."
To the start of something new.
spread my wings and fly away.
I just don't want to deal with today.
I wish these tears would fade away.
So once again I can feel free

On my way to being me.
Free to fly and free to love.
Starting over I'll be refreshed.
So take this weight and make it yours.
I'm no longer here for you.
I'm finally on my way to far for you to catch me.

One day I'll look back and know that I am
Strong, and I will finally be able to thank you
For showing me the real you, It helped me to show me
I'm better off without you.

I'm stronger than you, and I'll no longer cry.
Finally free to be me and it's all thanks to you, in the worst of ways.

ok thats all for now.. hopefully i get inspired again soon, because although it may not make sense to you guys it makes tons of sense to me... hehehe

<3333333333333333333333333 Lexi