leviathin

well isnt this fun. i was just at the doctors on thursday and said hey while im here why not get fixed....kidding! but true story. i had been thinking of doing that for years. so after its done doesnt my bestfriend start ragging on me for not letting my spawn out into the world, his argument is that if there are no others to carry on my specific dna then i dont actualy exist. soooo i figure if thats the case i have created myself as my own paradox...i dont exist but im here at the same time. i dunno i love my sisters kids so much but i love giving them back and i can never see myself settling down anytime soon and when i do id rather not blow all time and money on children, being to old by the time theyre fun to hang out with. i would never disparge anyone from having kids, i just know im never going to want to clean diapers ever again...i was a nanny for a year and that was enough. in other news, in a few weeks im getting color added to my dead sparrow and hopefully a robert frost poem as well, i was supposed to get that before but after being attacked the second time by a bird i thought the sparrow was fitting. the last few days have been less than comfortable, it gets better everyday thankfully. soon enough ill be back at 100 percent and able to start getting trim for summer. i want the next six pack i see to be mine.

later gators