letranger

i'm starting to realize that i'm still a little affected by my last relationship/sexual fling. and not in a good way because it seems like i'm hardly attracted to the women i see around me now. its like she's ruined me for other girls, albeit temporarily. i know this is the case because i'll be walking around manhattan and i wont see any girls that i think are hot. i mean, how could that be? there are hot girls everywhere in manhattan.

i guess the combination of incredible physical chemistry and my perception that she was very beautiful is still playing tricks on me. i did go out on dates with 2 different girls in the month and a half since i stopped seeing the object of my obsession. the first one i was mildly attracted to, but she was annoying. and the second, i just realized i wouldnt have any desire to have sex with her. so that was that.

but i did have fun last night with a bunch of work peeps and tonight i'm seeing Beirut., with plans afterwards to meet up with a buddy and go scope the females around town. should be interesting at the very least.