Saturday May 31, 2003

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ok. so here's the deal. i finally got the tattoo on my arm completely finished! yey. happy about that.

now it's time for a chestpiece. i want something traditional. it can't be swallows because i have swallows. i want something .... i just can't come up with anything. any ideas?
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radiobastet:
Being the mermaid freak that I am, I say a mermaid!! And I echo Polly's sentiments... love biggrin
somekindofinsane:
some words might be hot, going across your chest just above your cleavage.. i've seen girls with that and it always makes my mouth water.. lol..

Sunday May 25, 2003

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hmmm. another day.
i guess that's all i have to say.

SG, im ready for a new set from Thursday, robin, hel, and some more that i can't remember.
superfly4343:
Yesindeedee-O
thursday:
i'm ready too. dammit.
but i just got word that my second set probably won't go up until the end of june. JUNE!! bagh...
and here i am, with my third set in hand.
how frustrating....

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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hey. question, a lame one, but still. i need to know what pics are good so i can send them to an old friend that i haven't seen in 2 and a half years.

http://www.angelfire.com/ga4/sweetnothing/ihateyou.html

very lame of me. but i need to know. i hate all pics of me, but still....
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rxqueen:
well i've known that kid mike since i was 4 or 5.
we used to play together when we were younger.
then i moved into this house (it used to be my grandfathers) when i was in 5th grade.
at one point i had a little crush on him,and i remember knowing he liked me cos he always called me a wuss when i didn't want to play tag with him. lol. then he threw a peach at me and we stopped talking.
haha kids are so funny.
we talk online and on the phone every once in a while, but i havent actually spoken with him since the peach thing.
biggrin
superfly4343:
I love the lot. Have no fear, send them all.

Sunday May 18, 2003

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sunday bloody sunday

called out of work again today. met some guy from friendster last nite, very interesting. haven't ever met anyone off the internet. i wasn't AS nervous as i expected, but that was only because we didn't talk until he messaged me saying he was in town and didn't have shit to do here.

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somekindofinsane:
i think you are so pretty.. you should post more pics..

i met a few people from the internet, including the love of my life! smile i met jeannie right on this site.. funny how things work out sometimes...thank god for the internet i say.. biggrin

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thursday:
we should TOTALLY get drunk together sometime. biggrin

Friday May 16, 2003

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sg chat. interesting. this is where ill rot. ha. i can't figure out how to get the cam up. i don't know that i want to considering it's sooo slow. maybe im just too much of a sped to figure it out. who knwos.
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lessismore:
why is my old picture back. why are my new pictures gone.?
somekindofinsane:
yay sg chat! i'm anxious for you to put some pics up.. biggrin do you think you might?

Thursday May 15, 2003

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hell yeah. i just got my cable internet back. sure as fuck beats dial up. soon im gonna get a lot more pics uploaded on here. eventually. but im a slack ass.

now i can reply to all the people say .. without it taking 5 minutes
superfly4343:
slack is as slack does, viva la slack!

Thursday May 08, 2003

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work was hell.

they just built a new bridge here, it's finally finished after years of contruction. we used to have this draw brige that i'd always get stuck on when a boat came through. the new bridge is fucking huge. it's only been open for a few weeks now. a man jumped from it a few nites ago and committed suicide. they found his...
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somekindofinsane:
i'm sorry babe.. work sucks for most people i think...i have to start soon myself..

i wish i could see your tattoos! you should take some pics..

ps.. sorry about the ex thing...i went through the same kind of thing babe...my ex is always miserable, but i cut her out of my life...she caused a lot of problems... eh, life sucks sometimes..

gourmetpunk:
you WILL be happy again, you just have to close up that chapter with your ex. make him understand that you don't wanna hear from him anymore. you have to make room for new.

Saturday May 03, 2003

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umm... question, why are some of us purple now?

so im pissed my show was cancelled, not that it matters anyway. bluh. i did go record shopping. very fun.

im going to take a nap. i miss cuddling.
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gourmetpunk:
oh shit
i had that happen to me last month, freaked the living hell out of me, just when you least expect it and you're minding your own business.
how did you feel? do you still like him?
i had to completely break off any contact and told her not to call me anymore. seems like the only way to really be able to move on. its working pretty good now.
i wish you lived closer so i could get to know you better, in person. there is something about you...
black_tar_heroin:
no i haven't for the most part i am afraid to leave my house so most likely i will rot in my apartment and wait for the bastard to be but on DVD.. now i am going to make a brave venture to SALLYS......the owners are in town and i have to dye the back of my hair... isn't this odd i work at a porno store yet pink hair is offensive to them?????????????????????????????? wtf

Thursday May 01, 2003

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i would reply to comments from before but i don't have time rite now.
im not in the military, i just live near jax, FL and am going to see THE UNSEEN play tonite, if they don't cancel. nothing else is new with me. same old shit as always...

ill write more after the show, as for now, im out!
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lessismore:
CANCELLED will pretty much describe how the show was. i called before i left town and found out, but we still went to JAX. bluh.
gourmetpunk:
i was just in orlando for the rumblers kustom car show in february. next time in florida we have to hang out

Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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well... just got off work, paid bills, and got results back from blood tests.
all is well.
my dad called me from rehab and said that he is deciding to stay. he sounded better than ive ever heard him sound. this is also the best decision i think he's ever made in his life. smile

TOMORROW NIGHT, JACKSONVILLE, FL
THE UNSEEN
can't fucking wait. for years...
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somekindofinsane:
i am so happy to hear about your dad.. that is a great step in the right direction..

i love the unseen! i have never seen them live...lucky girl.. i'm so jealous!

so what else is new in your neck of the woods? smile
superfly4343:
Good news on all counts.

enjoy enjoy enjoy.

Sunday Apr 27, 2003

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so i haven't heard from my sick dad in a while. i hope he's okay. last i heard anything about him was when i talked to his counselor.

anyway. i wish robin would get a new set. has she just disappeared? and hel is amazing. i need to update my favorites. i filled out my application to be an SG but i don't compare to...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
Hey what does, "We are 138" mean? I've wondered for 14 years.
superfly4343:
hanging out...writing some words...hoping for more sun.

Oh...and time to clip the 'do.

Thursday Apr 24, 2003

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well. now the problem is worse. dad called me today and said that his counselor didn't think he needed to be in detox anymore. he asked if he could maybe come stay with me for ten days to walk around and drink water.
i knew he was full of shit. the first thing he said on the message was, "hey baby, im sick as hell"....
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whip:
Hey... hang in there. Lots of people here to chat, or just for online hugs.

Speaking of which..

*HUG*
ponyboy_curtis:
You're in a tough spot. But you are taking the right steps and have the right idea. I've been there with friends before (but never family) so i know how hard it is to turn away a loved one. Bu,t remain confident that you are doing the right thing. And it might actually help your Dad in his recovery. Hang in there doll.
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