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Well, I thought I had made a new online friend but it would appear that I offended him recently, or said something to scare him off... I suppose it might be just as well. As I hadn't actually met this person before and he DID live in Miami, goodness only knows he could've turned out to be some sort of serial killer or psychopath and here I am wanting to meet him... although I do have Mace and a switchblade in my purse that I've never gotten the chance to use, which might've been fun... but no, no, I must try to be positive about it. And even if I did imply that I'd been in prison before, well... He could still come around. I take things too seriously sometimes. All the time. Everyday.




In other news, I ended up trapped in the elevator with my old russian friend... is this a sitcom of some kind? Somewhere close by.. a laugh track is being added to the soundtrack of my life.

Jerk- What happened to your sister?
Me-She had a psychotic breakdown, as usual.
Jerk-:laughs:
Me-It happens a lot in my family.
Jerk- Oh, I wasn't surprised.


Another development, I pulled a muscle in my leg hauling mulch around at the beach for Gandhi Day. But we did plant 150 trees and I felt like a regular do-gooder, which was nice but not as gratifying as I expected. I called home and my parents couldn't have given 2 damns about planting trees. Also, I spent the better part of that day talking to this girl from NOW, a group on campus which I recently joined. I'm definitely developing a little crush on her but she seems uninclined to lean my direction, blazing lesbian though she may be, and of course, it's like dating someone at work... water-cooler romances never pan out. I must keep my thoughts in my pockets.

One bright point this week: I went to a butterfly release party for National Coming Out Day... butterflies landed in my hair and on my skirt.. I was arranged in an assortment of living accessories... and it was beautiful.