ah so it's Christmas Eve...that's crazy, tomorrow WOULD HAVE been my 2 year anniversary. So it's a sad day. I fucking hate feeling like this...so empty. But I guess it's for the best, right? or should I not listen to what every one else tells me? So my week has been real crazy...I did a photo shoot...not any nude pics or anything...it was for the designer I work for. She needed a model and used me. it was a real cool experience, so now she is getting me an agent and we'll see what happens from there...anyway this is too long already. Thanks to whoever reads this. Have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone! 
achtung:
Photo shoots now, huh? Sexy!! Meow! Yeah, and ex's are the best to stay away from. How was your X-Mas?
achtung:
Yeah, mine was okay. It was my first X-mas stag with no girlfriend. First in 4 Xmas's. Glad it is over becasue I am pretty spent on cash. I hate being broke. Makes me kinda cranky. Oh, great. Customers... guess I got to go try to sell something...