I love the way my clothing smells and feels after a night out dancing. Heavily perfumed, a faint smokey-tinge; the sparkle of glitter that might catch the light; the fabric of a clingy dress worn in, soft, and molded to the curve of my waist; the sleeves loosened and covering the tops of my hands.
After finally waking up late morning, having slept off the...
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inkedgirl:
I need a Lesa fix.
inkedgirl:
Where's Lesa!!??
I can't post images in here, so you'll have to take a gander for yourselves. Just paste this into your browsers.
http://www.plasticdolls.com/cam.jpg
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misterseeon:
sexy as fuck i say 
atomic_tiki:
Won what lesa?
I love phrases like...
"Yeah, right?"
"'Sup Nephew?"
"Fuck that noise!"
"See here, pal..."
"Kid..."
"Listen bub"...
"So I says to the guy, I says..."
"What a maroon!"
I don't use them myself, except for "Fuck that noise!" - but they're hilarious when someone else does. I'm also a big fan of "God dammit!"
"Yeah, right?"
"'Sup Nephew?"
"Fuck that noise!"
"See here, pal..."
"Kid..."
"Listen bub"...
"So I says to the guy, I says..."
"What a maroon!"
I don't use them myself, except for "Fuck that noise!" - but they're hilarious when someone else does. I'm also a big fan of "God dammit!"
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lesa:
YES! I was a HUGE fan and still am of Looney Toons. The way they spoke filled me with creativity. My sister and I would laugh until we cried watching those shows on Saturday mornings. LOVED THEM!
*high five*
*high five*
chaosmonkey:
*slap*
Those cartoons made me far, far older than I am. No one my age should know so much about Bing Crosby.
o/~ And when it's raining... have no regre-ets... because it isn't raining rain, you know it's raining vi-o-le-ets o/~
Those cartoons made me far, far older than I am. No one my age should know so much about Bing Crosby.
o/~ And when it's raining... have no regre-ets... because it isn't raining rain, you know it's raining vi-o-le-ets o/~
That's it. I'm professing my undying LUST for one beautiful female creature.
I know I'm engaged to be married to the man of my dreams and all that, but for fuck's sake someone, something ... PLEASE GIVE ME DREAMS OF ALICE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!
I'm DYING from this crush. And now this RED picture set is crushing my heart to itty bitty...
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I know I'm engaged to be married to the man of my dreams and all that, but for fuck's sake someone, something ... PLEASE GIVE ME DREAMS OF ALICE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!
I'm DYING from this crush. And now this RED picture set is crushing my heart to itty bitty...
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deoji:
your welcome, and im sorry if i put you on the spot. i just seen your post in the live cam thread and was smitten. lol
manspeaker:
(Q) is my club in hollywood where the most awesome neon red hair goddess (ALICE) works at....
I don't know how many viewers of "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" there are here, but I have a certain scene from a particular episode stuck in my head at the moment. This was the show that they wouldn't air, at least not at first, because it wasn't quite PC after the Columbine shootings. Blah Blah Blah.
Anyway, part of the plot depicts how Buffy obtains...
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tryptamine_____:
seems like giving information of your own accord is far better than having it taken from you, if you're talking Live Journal vs. omnipresent video cameras.
also, you don't really know what people are leaving out. they could be telling only part of the truth.
you do have a point, though. i like this whole journal thing, but there are quite a few things i won't really write about here.
also, you don't really know what people are leaving out. they could be telling only part of the truth.
you do have a point, though. i like this whole journal thing, but there are quite a few things i won't really write about here.
chaosmonkey:
:: P.S. The posts "here" I was referring to in this entry are posts at Live Journal. ::
Oh, whew. I was going to say, I only posted what happened in my bed yesterday 'cause there was a damn earthquake. But now that I know I'm off the hook...
Online journaling seems very weird to me. I only post to the one I have here 'cause it's a nice place and I like the folks around these parts. And only people here get to comment on them. And I'm not gettin' laid, anyhow. So there.
Oh, whew. I was going to say, I only posted what happened in my bed yesterday 'cause there was a damn earthquake. But now that I know I'm off the hook...
Online journaling seems very weird to me. I only post to the one I have here 'cause it's a nice place and I like the folks around these parts. And only people here get to comment on them. And I'm not gettin' laid, anyhow. So there.
THE GREATEST SHOW ON EARTH
My boss took her daughter, Charliann, to the circus last night. When she told me they were going, I wished them well. I was delighted for her, at least at first.
I remember going to the circus with my parents when I was that little. I remember sitting on those long, silver metal bleachers, hearing each person stomping and clapping....
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My boss took her daughter, Charliann, to the circus last night. When she told me they were going, I wished them well. I was delighted for her, at least at first.
I remember going to the circus with my parents when I was that little. I remember sitting on those long, silver metal bleachers, hearing each person stomping and clapping....
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h3athrow:
I used to go to the Shriner's Circus every year in Milwaukee with my folks when I was a kid. One year, I was tired of my chewing gum and looked around for a trash receptacle. I found what I thought was an ash tray, but it turned out to be a tub of cotton candy powder. The cotton candy makers were not happy that I'd thrown my gum in their livelihood.
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Yesterday, I read two entries from two different people that were written about two entirely different subjects. However, both of them hit very close to home and, in the end, seemed to intersect. The stand out point from the first piece was about how - at a certain point in everyone's life - you have to start over from scratch. The other entry was...
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Yesterday, I read two entries from two different people that were written about two entirely different subjects. However, both of them hit very close to home and, in the end, seemed to intersect. The stand out point from the first piece was about how - at a certain point in everyone's life - you have to start over from scratch. The other entry was...
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I've been trying to process and organize the thoughts and the feelings I've had over the past couple of days but it's been a very difficult thing to do. There are things going on in my head that make me question the entire past year with such anger and such disgust that I am beginning to question my own sense of good judgement. However, I...
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dia:
Words fail, but memory doesn't.
Just be very strong, stronger then her.
I remember when he told me he was strung on on coke and heroin both and got a bloody nose on his french fries telling me, and then I had to punch him in the stomach ten minutes later, when I caught him chewing on a coke straw. Later he kissed me and my lips were numb and I was unspeakably angry.
Just remember you are two different people. Let the pain of the world fill you with amazement, and let it teach you the desire for something else then either pain or numbness. It's very dark, and deep, and hard, but it's very real, and when you're in the tunnel, you cannot sit down. No matter how bad the tunnel is, no matter how dark, or long, or anything it is, you just have to walk forward, and not look sometimes at anything, just trust your footsteps on the ground, propelling you...
The eightfold path says there is suffering. It also says there is an end to suffering. The only alternatives are denial or total extistentialism. Don't let yourself hurt. Rise. Stay very alert. Stay very strong. And observant. Think of it as a war inside you, a war of heart and memory, and decide who will win, or better yet, find a way to declare a truce.
Just be very strong, stronger then her.
I remember when he told me he was strung on on coke and heroin both and got a bloody nose on his french fries telling me, and then I had to punch him in the stomach ten minutes later, when I caught him chewing on a coke straw. Later he kissed me and my lips were numb and I was unspeakably angry.
Just remember you are two different people. Let the pain of the world fill you with amazement, and let it teach you the desire for something else then either pain or numbness. It's very dark, and deep, and hard, but it's very real, and when you're in the tunnel, you cannot sit down. No matter how bad the tunnel is, no matter how dark, or long, or anything it is, you just have to walk forward, and not look sometimes at anything, just trust your footsteps on the ground, propelling you...
The eightfold path says there is suffering. It also says there is an end to suffering. The only alternatives are denial or total extistentialism. Don't let yourself hurt. Rise. Stay very alert. Stay very strong. And observant. Think of it as a war inside you, a war of heart and memory, and decide who will win, or better yet, find a way to declare a truce.
lesa:
Thank you, to all of you guys. Everything said here will be taken to heart. xoxo
I dreamt of the strangest most terrible things on Saturday night. It was similar to a scene from the era when Hitler reigned. When armies of soldiers would march into villages trying to instill fear in the Jewish people, and smoke them out from their homes. Except that this was more of a modernized version, and people were being abducted and forced into the worst...
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Every evening, when I get off work, I pass by this one bus stop that is right next to my freeway onramp. On most nights, there is a very pretty Goth girl that sits there waiting, wearing her headphones and minding her own business, just waiting for her bus to come along and whisk her away. Her expression is usually the same. She looks bored...
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fernmonkey:
Yup, offer her a ride.
What's the worst that can happen?
Someone you don't know thinks your a freak?
What's the worst that can happen?
Someone you don't know thinks your a freak?
volkov:
First I just want to say Hello LisaLove! I've missed ya! There is something invasive about city life like that...all these people crushed into a space and trying to hold thier own place. It can be invogorating sometimes but just a dreary muddy window smeared alternatly with fear and apathy at other times...just keep a look out and the windshield wipers ready. I think you'll be ok.
Spooky asked me to use this journal - so I'm pasting a recent update to my other one in here.
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I was off work yesterday. It was nice to spend a whole day and most of the night with the house and the kitties all to myself. Brian had an interview with Killswitch Engage and a show to go to, so that left me...
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I was off work yesterday. It was nice to spend a whole day and most of the night with the house and the kitties all to myself. Brian had an interview with Killswitch Engage and a show to go to, so that left me...
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dia:
Only that Leo's are outgoing, chatty, and oversexed all at once, so it might figure why we'd all be posting here and talking to each other?
googused:
Four of my longer term relationships have been Leos - born August 7,8,9 & 10th! Creepy, huh?
Check out my WEBSITE for my real journal. I just wanted to say thank you to Missy, Spooky, O, and to each and every Suicide Girl for doing a kick ass job of providing the best adult site on the internet. You guys kick ass, and you rock my baby socks right off on a daily basis. xoxo Lesa xoxo
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chaosmonkey:
"I'm cyooooot!"
Haha. Hi Lesa.
Haha. Hi Lesa.
olivia:
but but but! you forgot to list me as your friend!!!!!!
i luv you lesa
thanks for the undie shot.
i luv you lesa
thanks for the undie shot.